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Thursday, April 14, 2005
I had a strange dream the other week. Lou Reed, myself and a friend known as Warren Peace were having dinner in one of those old-style Greenwich Village places where Pollock was supposed to have fought other painters. Our meal was served by one of the members of Einsturzende Neubauten. I slowly became aware of the house music and that it was infuriatingly familiar. Our waiter, Blixa Bargeld, leaned in to me and whispered, "The music is a birthday surprise for Lou. Trent Reznor remixed this version of Metal Machine Music as a present."
As he said this, strands, splodges and blots from a Pollock early fifties "drip" painting materialized in front of our faces. While the music got louder, the paint hurtled around us faster and faster till we ran nauseous from the cafe, chased by infernal screaming lavender, blue and black snakes.
Current mood:  dirty Current music: ...
Monday, March 28, 2005
Whoa... an update... I certainly have calmed down on this little shin dig, probably b/c everyone's all about myspace, and once that goes out I 'll start that up. Anyway
- First day back today after a very nice spring break. I enjoyed myself. Mike and I talked about alot of shit. We're probably going to be rock stars haha. Kontos was back in town. And then there was fun shit here and there.
- Once April hits I'll have some shit to keep me busy... Kara's party is coming up with I'm looking foward to, May I'm going to a wedding with Mike, also in May I might see Billy Idol, and The Bravery. Come June I don't know, but once summer hit lots of birthdays and festivals.
- I was on the train today looking out at the rain thinking about school in the future and I just talked about it with my mom. I may put in my two years at F.I.T. get my associates degree and maybe go hit up UCLA and finish up there. We'll see I have to do some research.
- It's becoming more evident that people are always looking to be in a relationship. Why is that? And why is it once someone involves themself in one they have this overall happiness about them that wasn't there before? I can't stand hearing about everyone's relationship or how everyone wants to be in one. I don't know I just don't get why having a significant other is such a key factor in life. Could that be what I'm missing, if I am indeed missing anything at all. I always give this subject the cold shoulder and rant and rave that I don't need any of that petty shit, but I hate to admit it I would really like a boyfriend. I don't know what the fuck I would do if I had one but I'm sure I'd figure it out.
- Joe called me tonight, which was unexpected b/c we don't call each other we just see each other at downtime. That was cool.
- Out of nowhere I'm obsessed with The Used and My Chemical Romance... don't get me wrong I've always liked them, I thought they were two cool bands, I even saw The Used last summer, but now I'm all full force. I'm not catching the scene disease, so it' s all cool, I've done some stupid shit in my time but nothing that dumb.
- My white is wearing thin.
- I have plans to semi redecorate my room. I need to do some hardcore cleaning. Then move my bed, spray my white tabels over white or black or what the hell both, and get a love seat or two chairs, modern stlye of course. I want to make a bit of a lounge area in my room. I also want to get a new entertainment stand one that will hold my stereo, record player, cd's records, and all that nifty shit, change my bedspread to silk sheets. Maybe put Marilyn on the ceiling since I have so many posters. I don't know I'll figure it out.
- I was going to buy an Ipod but that money may go towards something else.
- I need to go shopping but drop a major amount of lbs before I hit that up. O well.
- Hmm... whatelse I can't wait til the summer weather. It'll be nice to be in the city then.
- I'm going to see Sin City this friday night... Anyone Down. It should be mad cool it's like an old gumshoe movie which is bad ass.
Current mood:  excited Current music: The Used/ MCR/ The Bravery all stuck in my head at once
Monday, March 7, 2005
I just spent five whole minutes in my cat's cage. It was fun, and I will do it again later.
Current mood: mellow Current music: Crowded House- Don't Dream It's Over
Monday, February 14, 2005
My vagina is my my valentine.
Current mood: good Current music: Paul Young- Come Back and Stay
Saturday, February 5, 2005
Ok so I started up school again this past Monday, and now to bore all of you I'll tell you about it.
-Monday I had General Pysc. The prof is old, has large ears, no eye lashes, wears his pants high, and uses a laser pointer. Everyone in the class seems cool. Esp the smartass with the furry boots, I'll have fun with him. And the guy who I think is from Brazil, he's hot until he talks. Overall the class itself and the course seem a ok.
-Tuesday I have Journalism... ok this woman is a bitch. I'm getting pissed off just thinking about how much this woman ruined the course. The only good thing is my little crew is there.
-Wednesday I have strategic planning the course is bullshit but the prof is mad cool. Whatever. Mass Communications seems like a great class,we get to watch Twilight Zone and the Game Show scandels, so werd to that. Also that prof is mad cool and my text book has comic book and video game characters in it.. Plus my little crew is in that class.
-Thursday I have Mathematical Ideas.Holy Shit... ok I have this old Asian guy and he was telling us all this shit including how he smoked pot in San Fransico... everything he said was so random... I 'd have to tell you in person. He is 61 5'9 and 121 pounds. He has a thick accent and I feel like I drop acid when I'm in that class. It's fucking trippy.
-Friday I have Jazz Dance class and I really don't know what the fuck I was thinking. There are gay guys in my class and they make me laugh. The chicks seem to think who the fuck they are. What b/c you can spin on your toes that means your shit don't stink. WHatever.. that should be a waste of two hours but a good laugh at the same time. I so do not belong in that class... but o well. I get a credit hopefully.
-Anyway I'm pretty happy with my classes and I'm just glad I'm back with my firends... that's why we went to a bar after class haha .But really I didn't realize how close we all were and I missed them all. Enough of that mushy shit. I made 3 visits to work this week. Last night was funny. Jeff... he's 32 and stalking me haha. Nah maybe not stalking.I also saw Hide and Seek last night don't bother. But anyway... Downtime next Saturday for Jose's birthday????
Current mood:  I Feel Like O.J. Current music: Blondie- Atomic
Sunday, January 30, 2005
-It's not that at all... but it's more than friends so I'm not sure what you call it. I don't know what you call that.
- I'm thinking I should go to beauty school this summer and get a liscense. Maybe just put in my two years at school, leave my job and just pack my things and go. Just leave it all here in New York and start up SOME HOW in L.A. Maybe start a chain of alternative salons. There is so much to do ,so much I want to so, so Much I will certainly do. Sometimes I think I'm living with my head up my ass. But I really believe it will all happen. I guess I just have that feeling.
-Maybe if I do put in more than 2 years at FIT, I'll make myself an exchange student and spend a semester in London. Why the hell not. If it's horrible I only wasted 3 1/2 months of my life. Not going to know until I go there.
- I thought I was going on vaction with Kontos this summer... but I', assuming that is not going to happen. I don't think there are a lot of things that are going to happen.
- I feel as if I'm the type of girl who ends up at the Bachlor party. If you can imagine what kind of girl that is...
- I'm dreding starting school up, but at the same time I'll have an entertaining life again... therefore I am looking foward to it. All in all I'm looking foward to being with all my friends and being the smart ass of the class, but not so happy about the homework.
- I have to move my car, shit...
- Last night was fucking funny... interesting to say the least. I did meet a guy and we totally hit it off ... but we know my life story... he was gay. But apparently I'm "in his heart" and he would "pam" ( you had to be there to get that joke) any time. Yup that's me Sabrina turning gay guys straight one at a time.
- Your all by yourself, no one else... I've had No doubt stuck in my head for the past few days... I don't know.
- Ass crack is sticking out haha... so how about something new.
- Ohh there's so much more... but livejournal is retarded and itsn't worthy.
I'm off to the dinner in a bit... yay!
Current mood: good Current music: No Doubt- Happy Now?
Monday, January 24, 2005
heyness...
- Had a good night tonight, hung out with Mike in a parking lot, doing what we do... smoked cigarettes, talked about everything, and listened to good music. It was mad good.
- I'm thinking a hair dying party later this week??? Let me know.
- I want to venture off to Downtime this weekend, or atleast have on hell of a good Saturday night to have my last hoorah before vacation ends and I start up with crazy trains on Monday.
- Crackers are good.
- I think after talking with Mike I had a sort of an epiphany, no one gives a shit( hell I don't even give a shit),so I won't talk about.
- Yesterday I slept til 5 in the evening, I thought that was cool.
- It sucks Johhny Carson passed, b/c there was no one like him.
- I did the dumbest shit tonight, and I can't believe I did it. I don't even know why I did it, I was just so fucking bored... Oh my god... I hope I'm in the clear haha.
- I may go to a Marilyn Monroe musuem this week in Brooklyn so that should be bad ass.
- I wish my boots would come in the mail already...jesus.
- Iron Maiden just may be at Ozzfest this year... if so I'll be there as well.
- I found my pink pig tail hat so I'll be wearing that for the next few days until I realize that I look ridiculous and not cute.
- Where the fuck is everyone, everyone is away... shit I'm bored again.
- I really want to go to the movies, I haven't been in quite some time... since October. Anyone want to see a movie?
Current mood: good Current music: Some Crazy 80's to Dance Crazy 80's to
Saturday, January 22, 2005
Omg... I just cleaned my room... it's not even funny what was on my floor... there was like fucking life starting to grow. But I cleaned my room hardcore... vacuum,pledge, windex, all from floor to ceiling. I filled up garbage bags of basically shit. Now there is nothing in my room... there's a tad bit of an echo now. I say I have people over and we get shitfaced as we get snowed in to celebrate my room being clean for the first time in like 10 years. Now I smell Like cleaning fluids and I'm watching Risky Business.
Current mood: bored Current music: Tom Cruise
3:33AM
No beautiful goodbye
Monday, January 17, 2005
- Well I spent the day sleeping, received one more shift at work, so more money, specking of work I'm so buying that depeche mode t-shirt dress shin dig, and I'll probably cut it b/c that's what I do.
- Later this week I will attack my room head on, literally cleaning every nook and cranny and throwing out shit and getting rid of shit and just do a complete hoover like clean job, then maybe hang up more shit. Then three days later it'll look the way it did before.
- I finally ordered new boots. If you know me and my boots... well then you know this was a major step foward in my life.
- About two weeks left of vaction... I'm glad about that, but also I'll miss my stay up all night and sleep all day schedule. Also I'll miss people coming over in the middle of the night.
- Well I spent the night in my room with all the lights off laying smack in the middle of the floor staring straight up at the ceiling listening to glum music,so that was entertaining.
Current mood: depressed Current music: Siouxsie and the Banshees- CandyMan
Friday, January 14, 2005
yup that's right no sleep for me... for some reason I just can't fall asleep, so I had some coffee with my dad before he was off to work. I just have one thing to write about this morning... and that one thing is about people who come to my house. I love when people come to my house and see their reactions to the Abe and George decorations my mom has hanging up in the living room. HAHAHAHAHA... ahhhhhhhhh... it's good shit. It really is. Alright it's just something I'm thinking about right now for whatever reason.
Current mood:  weird Current music: A Quiet House of People Sleeping
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
Heyness people...
- Ok well I've been in kind of a shitty mood this past week... I don't know I guess it's b/c I have a 1000 things running in my head... I think it's b/c I'm home and it's driving me to the point of insanity. When I have so much time on my hands I do nothing but think about everything. Right now I'm not depressed, nor am I happy... But I'm not content, but I am. Certain things I'm content with, certain things I'm not... But the things I'm not I have control over and I'm taking control over it. Also I feel like I'm wasting my days... and that kills me. I'll change my frame of mind in a few weeks. Actually I don't know what I'm saying...it's hard to explain... I just want to say I'm sorry for being a bitch and giving everyone an attitude. I can be such a fucked up little girl sometimes...
- Thank you to Kara I've been introduced to Last Week and sure I've only heard three songs, but I'm totally into them. Also I've developed a liking for Butch Walker. He's fucking great.
- I finally saw that movie the Village... I was actually shocked at the ending... I want to do that... I won't say anything b/c it'll ruin it for anyone who hasn't seen it and reading this. But I will say this... Either 83 or pleasantville.
- I kind of can't wait til school starts... see my people again and maybe make some new friends. I totally can't wait for Jazz Dance class hahah spirit fingers... I'm going to be so gay.
-Fuck Global warming... this weather is more fucked up than me.
- I'm pissed I missed Conan.
- I want to go back to Downtime... anyone up for it.
- I feel like going to the movies to see a movie ( good concept right) I don't know what movie... I just haven't been to the movies in awhile so I feel like going. Anyone up for that.
- haha for some odd reason I'm looking foward to inventory. What the fuck is that?
- I watched bubble boy today... movie kicks ass... and I'll also admit that was the first movie to make me cry... pfft also the only.
- I need to buy batteries... and no it's not for a vibrator.
Current mood: bored Current music: Last Week- You Said You Wouldn't Lie
Thursday, January 6, 2005
but because I had never belonged to anything or anyone else."
Hey people... I stole this... so do it...please...
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
» I died:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» Someone threw a punch at me with you in presence:
» I took on some life risking task/hobby:
» I told you a big secret:
» I slapped you for no reason:
» I said I wanted to come visit you:
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:
» Talents:
» Thoughts:
[1] Who are you?
[2] When and how did we meet?
[3] How have I affected you?
[4] What do you think of me?
[5] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[6] Do you love me?
[7] Have I ever hurt you?
[8] Would you hug me?
[9] Would you kiss me?
[10] Would you fuck me?
[11] Are we close?
[12] Emotionally, what stands out?
[13] Do you wish I was cooler?
[14] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[15] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[16] Am I loveable?
[17] How long have you known me?
[18] Describe me in one word.
[19] What was your first impression?
[20] Do you still think that way about me now?
[21] What do you think my weakness is?
[22] Do you think I'll get married?
[23] What about me makes you happy?
[24] What about me makes you sad?
[25] What reminds you of me?
[26] What's something you would change about me?
[27] How well do you know me?
[28] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[29] Do you think I would kill someone?
Current mood: good Current music: Depeche Mode
Tuesday, January 4, 2005
Ok so right now I'm eating "Crazy Peach Salsa"...
...and uhh... it's not crazy.
...Bullshit...
Current mood: disappointed Current music: Hackers in the BackGround
Monday, January 3, 2005
and at the same time I'm completely amused that everyone has lyrics to "A Long December" by the Counting Crows as their away message.
Current mood: amused
- I have been having the most fucked up dreams... they are just crazy. The event, the people... I always wonder that, like wow I just had a dream with this person in it, I wonder if they have dreams with me in them. But I was once told if you dream of them, they dream of you. It's like talking shit, if you talk shit about a person, they probably talk shit about you.
- People from high school need to stop iming me and calling me up. People need to shut the fuck up about what happened and concentrate on now... it kind of pisses me off in a way when people dwell on what was great at 15. Maybe if you didn't spend your time bitching and moaning about how great the past was, maybe the present could be fucking amazing.
- I need a friend with benefits...shit we don't even need to be friends. I don't even have to know nor do I care to know your name. I just want some guy on call.
- I should be a fluffer. I bet they make pretty good money, no?
- I need money... Maybe I can be a wash girl at Rockabilly Barbers. That would be amazing, but I don't think they would hire a chick. But it would be cool b/c I'm basically a guy with a vagina, and I'd be surrounded by amazing men all day. If I applied and didn't give me job I would apply to get a number ;)
- I want more ink so bad but I don't know what.I have too many things I want.
- I need My Space, an icon for Live Journal, and I want to join Suicide Girls.
- Kontos and I need to go to the travel agent so we can fly our asses somewhere.
- I have to get my teeth pulled,pfft I should have my brother do it or something. Rip them out with a pair a plyers. Drink Jack to ease the pain.
- I better not have problems with time this month. I don't need to be pissed off more than I already am.
- I just want a boy who likes like Elvis and drives a big old Cadilac.
Current mood: bored Current music: Motley Crue
Thursday, December 30, 2004
Hello
Sup Nigga
What?
Nigga?
Who is this???
Oh shit! is Sabrina there???
... ok seriously I just laugh... I really do... I just laugh.
Tomorrow New Year's eve... I have 2005 glasses... going to pick up the goods tomorrow... I better get tanked and wake up with some stranger hahaha just jacking...
VNV Nation was fucking amamzing last night... good night last night... if I say so myself.
I miss school already and I miss being in the city everyday. I have like 30 days off... I don't know what to do with myself... that's alot of time to crank them out... it'll be like chain smoking...hahah... Hey does anyone want to fuck aorund with me for 30 days??? I don't know what to do...
Current mood: chipper Current music: Hank WIlliams
Friday, December 24, 2004
This morning when I woke up my mother said " Merry Christmas baby, I think you will like everything you got". So in responce I said " Why, did you get me a man?" amd she replied with " Oh sweetheart no, you're too young for that, you don't want to fall in love yet." So I said " Mother I'm not in it for the love, I'm in it to get laid, after all that's all I'm good for." Then I continued making my coffee. I found it all a amusing.
Have a happy holiday baby... just when I think I'm done with you...I just come right back. God Damn it...
Ok well back to necking with Mr. Collins...
Current mood:  drunk Current music: Nat King Cole
Tuesday, December 21, 2004
I found this, and thought it was pointless and stupid but lead to some good fucking laughs. So here it is pals and gals. Here's the BoyFriend Application or in some of my cases ( Kara) girlfriend application haha just jacking.
Name:
Age/dob:
Location:
Height:
Weight:
Hair color/style:
Eye color:
TEST
Where are you gonna take me on dates?
Do you drink/smoke/sex?
Do you drive? If so, what kind of vehicle?
Do you play any sports?
Favorite body part on a female?
Do you have a job? If yes what do u do?
What is the best thing about yourself?
what is the best thing about me?
Do you have any reputations (ie: heartbreaker, slut, untouchable)?
Finally, why would you want to date me?
Current mood:  I Just Dig Her Flames Current music: Doing It Up W/ Neil Diamond
I sincerely believe that if everyone had atleast one cocktail mid-day and received some ass... this world would be so much better.
Current mood:  2 a.m. Baby Current music: Pulp Fiction Soundtrack
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